yeah so something (well a few things actually), happened and things are DONE. it hard and it hurts so much, he just wasn't healthy for me. i feel stronger as each day passes but it's tough. i'm gonna get through this! so many times has he done me wrong, but i finally realized how stupid i was making myself look and how much more i deserved. i couldn't make him happy, so i had to just give up because it wasn't going to happen.
one day i'll find my prince charming, i can't wait!